Originally written in 2012
It's 4:30 AM as I started this article and I've already been up for an
hour. Insomnia has hit me frequently through my adult life and I wonder if it's
going to get worse as I continue to get older. I've often heard that older
people don't sleep as well. I have one friend, well into his seventies, who has
described ways of passing the time while tossing and turning in his bed. One is
to recite the names of New York's Finger Lakes going west to east, and then he
will reverse the order, east to west. I'm not sure if he does this truly to
pass the time, or if it's a way to lull himself to sleep, similar to counting
sheep.
My issues of insomnia go
back to the days when our first daughter, Kristi was born. Mary and I tried to
share overnight duties at first, taking turns handling Kristi when she was up
crying at night. The problem I ran into is that I could never get back to sleep
again once Kristi was settled, whereas Mary would fall asleep rather quickly.
In addition to my sleep issues, Mary realized that she was usually awake the
whole time I was taking care of Kristi just because, as a new mom, she wanted
to know what was going on. We finally came to the conclusion that she might as
well be the one to take care of Kristi at night. I was the one who had to get
up for work and she was on maternity leave, so she could easily sleep into the
day or take naps if necessary.
That did not put an end to
my insomnia. For about 15 years I worked a very early morning shift and had to
be up anywhere from 3:30 to 5:00 AM. Bedtime was a reasonable 8:30 PM or so. I
would go through cycles where I'd wake up around 1:30 AM and not be able to get
back to sleep. A pattern arose: After trying for an hour or so to get back to
sleep, I'd know it's fruitless so I might as well get up and do something.
There's not a whole lot you can do in the middle of the night without waking
other people in the house, so I'd often watch TV, play on the computer or read.
Often around a half hour or so before I'd need to be up for work, my body would
feel ready to sleep again. Then it became a struggle to fight the urge to stay
asleep when the alarm rang. I'd get ready for work, go to work and get an
hour-long nap in during my lunch break at 9:00 AM. Yes, lunch at 9:00 AM.
That's the life of working crazy hours in the TV business. The day would end at
1:30 or 2:30 PM. I tried all sorts of ways to get into a reliable sleep
schedule, including regularly staying up until 10:30 or 11:00 PM, sleeping
solidly until the alarm rang, but then taking a one- or two-hour nap in the
afternoon. It didn't work very well; it usually left me feeling extremely
"spacey" through the evening.
Then I switched to the
evening shift, which usually started around 2:30 or 3:00 PM. This shift was
much more compatible for me. Getting home from work around midnight, I never
felt like going to bed right away so I usually watched TV for an hour or two
first. I did have insomnia while on the evening shift; I might sleep four or
five hours and then wake up. The difference was I could take a long nap in the
late morning, then wake up and feel refreshed rather than "spacey."
Why would this matter? It
all has to do with the circadian rhythm. I went to a sleep specialist and did a
lot of research on circadian rhythms. According to the National Institutes of
Health, circadian rhythms "are produced by natural factors within the
body, but they are also affected by signals from the environment. Light is the
main cue influencing circadian rhythms, turning on or turning off genes that
control an organism’s internal clocks." They change sleep-wake cycles,
hormone release, body temperature, and other functions. Light and dark are
primary factors in determining the body's internal clock. More melatonin is
released at night, helping you get to sleep and affects the various stages of
sleep.
According to the National
Sleep Foundation, insomnia is the most common sleep complaint among Americans.
Their website lists many causes and reasons for insomnia with a long list of
suggestions for getting over insomnia. In reading it, I have to conclude that
I'm not very consistent in my bedtimes even today, when I work a
"normal" shift of 7 AM to 4 PM. I can't help but wonder if it's just
that I need to work hard at being consistent.
Back to the question of
whether insomnia gets worse as we age, as I scan various websites on aging and
insomnia, the general consensus seems to be that yes, insomnia can get worse.
The reasons include medicinal side effects, other health problems, and taking
overly long naps during the day that affect our circadian rhythms.
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